I couldn’t sleep again last night. Too many things going through in my mind. So I got out of my bed and got focused; worked on my assignment alittle but soon felt tired and headed back to bed again. I think school work can be a really good substitute for sleeping pills. LOL!

Woke up in the morning (note, I couldn’t sleep whole night and I still woke up in the morning. Its been like this for the past couple weeks; late nights and early days. Something must have really gotten into me). Started work on my assignment and that lasted pretty much the whole day. Well I didn’t manage to fulfill the requirement of 2500 words but at least I hit the 2300 mark. Few points will be penalized for this I think. Just hoping only for a pass for this assignment.

Well what’s next? I’m only done with an assignment of ONE module. I got one more remaining project for this current module, and PROJECTS and ASSIGNMENTS for another 2 modules!! Whoever wants to study part time shouldn’t read my blog. Or they’ll get demoralized. BIG TIME.

Good though, I’m keeping myself occupied with things. But sometimes my thoughts will run wild and wander into territories I don’t want it to go to. I can’t help it. And that kind of feeling really sucks.

Life goes on, and school work will keep coming. I’m just glad I’m only working part time. Don’t have much commitments from work. Or I doubt I’ll be able to cope. Actually, I’m already having great difficulty coping.

I’m so tired now. Time to get some rest. I predict myself enduring pain seeking treatment for my sore ankle at the sensei again tomorrow. I should have gone today but I couldn’t spare the time. Woke up this morning with a sharp pain from the ankle all the way up along my shin. Something must be wrong. I needa go get it healed. Pray that nothing is wrong with my ankle… The swell haven’t really subsided after 2 weeks.

Its been a battle. Both internally and externally. Physically and mentally. I’m running low on gas. But its still something that I have to go through…

MAJOR HEALING IN PROCESS.