The month of November has been really hectic for me.

First, the projects and assignment for my 3 modules! That really killed me. And considering the fact that I had to do almost EVERYTHING singlehandedly for my Statistics project when it was supposed to be done by 3 people! Well, the project was initially distributed to the 3 members of my group. But one of them couldn’t care much about the project and came up with a load of junk that was totally irrelevant to the topic of the project that we were working on less than one week to the dateline! And made things worse by submitting the most crucial part of the project that was equivalent to nothing more than junk! That really got me pissed off cause I spent a lot of time working on this particular project and spoilt all my plans for the other projects (Cultural & Social Psychology) and assignment (Social Psychology) that I have in hand as well. What more, this faggot said he had to go overseas for a business trip when he was in Singapore all the while enjoying his life going about doing his own business while the other 2 of us were mugging at the library and school in front of our laptops non-stop for consecutive days! He treated us like fools and wanted a free ride. It’s only right that I took off his name from the project cause he didn’t contribute at all. (Better luck next time! And don’t fuck with people’s projects.) What a useless round lump of lard! With so much time spent on this particular project, I had no time for my other two projects and one more assignment. So much so that I had to submit my Social Psychology’s project and assignment late! I’m only hoping the lecturer will be lenient and not deduct any points for the late submission. Glad though, that my group mates for the Cultural Psychology project were ‘on the ball’ and did their parts, even covering most of my part after understanding my plight. Really thankful to them.

‘No day no night’ is what I’d call it for my past week. Been mugging in front of the laptop and carrying it around with me wherever I went. Over 10,000 worth of words completed. Just so relieved that school’s over and done with for now. It’s the holidays!!

With so much going on with my school work, I still had my Inter-Constituency Basketball Competition going on. My previous entry on that was when my team entered the top 4 rankings of the competition. Well we went ahead and competed at the semi-finals where we met the eventual champions of the competition. It was a fairly tough fight but I think we shouldn’t have lost. As usual, my team only had 9 players competing against the full force of 12 players from the opposing team. We lost only by 4 points and couldn’t enter the finals. So we had to settle for the 3rd and 4th placing. We won, and got 3rd place overall pretty easily I’d say. Had to leave almost immediately after the match to go back to work on my projects. Couldn’t stay to collect the medal and prize money. I’ll show the pictures of my medal when I get them from my teammates. And that marks the end of the Inter-Constituency Basketball Competition for this year. Hopefully we’ll claim the championship next year.

Up next! My brother’s wedding this weekend. Lots of housework have been accumulating for me this whole month cause I never really had the time to do any. So I’ll be busy cleaning up the house this whole week and doing my part for my bro’s wedding. Relatives from all parts of Malaysia will be coming down to my house! And I’ll be in charge of ushering them around the hotel, being the driver and ‘tour guide’ come the actual day. It’s gonna be damn crowded and I wonder if my house will be able to hold all of them! ‘Skali’ my block collapse! LOL. I predict its gonna be rather hectic for me this weekend too. Someone, really, get me a 5 piece rod. I needa pull through!! LOL.

Been so busy I haven’t really got the time to blog for much of this month. Can’t wait for November, or this week to end… Then my birthday will come! (its on the 9th of December folks!) And that is when I can officially relax and gather myself to face the upcoming challenges of my life.

Oh, and… So many things have happened to me these past months. Despite my busy schedule, I’ve been working on a story which I have gradually lost motivation to continue writing. I don’t know if I should post it out. But I think I’ll let it out someday in the near future. Or I’d try to continue writing and post it out when I’m done? Or I won’t even post it out at all. I’ll just see how it goes.

Shout out to [e]Z: May we have a good one next weekend!

Time flies man… It really does.

Labels: basketball, CSC, November, project, school, stress

WHY DO PARENTS MAKE YOU DO FUCKING HOUSEWORK WHEN YOU HAVE FUCKING TOLD THEM YOU GOT FREAKING ASSIGNMENT AND PROJECT TO RUSH AND THE DATELINE IS FUCKING DUE TODAY! AND THEY CAN RAISE THEIR FUCKING VOICE AT ME AFTER I EXPLAINED! WHY CAN’T THEY GET THEIR FUCKING PRIORITIES STRAIGHT?

IF THEY DON’T FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR ACADEMIC RESULTS THEN WHY ASK YOU TO FUCKING STUDY?

Just some quotes. I saved my favourite two for last.



Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born. - Anais Nin

•Men appear more focused on the process of sexual mating (passionate love)
–Fall in love faster and fall out of love more slowly
–Less likely to break up a premarital romance

•Women are more focused on the attachment aspect (companionate love)

•The partner who initiates the breakup tends to suffer less distress

•Men tend to suffer more than women when they are romantically rejected

•People with a more individualistic orientation were the loneliest following a breakup

•People who deal best with the loss of romantic love are those with a supportive social network

The above mentioned are just some points that can be easily understood. There're alot more other points that come in sophisticating psychological terms I'm lazy to translate. So be contented with what you have :)



And now for the last two quotes;
You are inventing all sorts of feelings for me such as I have never really had them all, and then getting cross with me for having them. That is not a very amiable proceeding, is it?- Murasaki Shikaba



When you are beside me my heart sinks; a branch it is, dancing, dancing before the Wind Spirit in the moon of strawberries. When you frown upon me, beloved, my heart grows dark… the shadow of clouds darken, then with your smile comes the sun. - Anonymous

Then it came to a point where we could only stand and do nothing else. We needed some seats, so we went somewhere else and concentrated on getting wasted.

Let the music fill your soul

When you’re feeling down, let the alcohol turn you on.

When your heart is feeling weak, let the bass take control.

Let the music fill your soul.

I’m half a Malaysian. Most of my relatives from both my parent’s sides are mostly at Malaysia. My parents were both Malaysians till they converted into Singapore citizens. I only have one aunt each from both sides together with me here in Singapore (so that pretty much explains why every time during the Lunar New Year, my ang bao money very little. Hehe).

Well, being from Singapore. Its no wonder why my relatives back in Malaysia will look upon us ‘Singaporean relatives’ more. Its always a rather big hoo-ha whenever we go back to Malaysia to visit our relatives. Most, sometimes even all my relatives from all parts of Malaysia will make the effort to gather whenever we go back there.

Every time we go back to Malaysia, relatives will always ask if I have a girlfriend. Because they never heard of me having one all these years while all my other cousins already have theirs. And when news broke that I finally HAD one, all of them were rather eager to see her. Its now November and my cousin here in Singapore is going to have her ROM. My parents have been asked, I have been asked too, that whether she would she would be there. Relatives from Malaysia coming down to Singapore are eager to see her. My parents didn’t know how to tell my relatives, so did I. So we came out with a common lie; that she will not be able to attend.

My brother’s wedding will be on December and almost all of them will be coming down to Singapore for the wedding. I don’t know how I’ll be able to face the bombardment of questions from all my relatives.

I’ve been feeling lonely today. Probably tomorrow too. I’m just glad that someone else out there is having fun. Unlike how I am feeling now, and will be. Let me just absorb all my sorrows so as not to affect the other people around who loves and cares for me.