When you care for someone and advise the person to change for the better which the person promises to, and in the end you don’t get the promise. If its once or twice, I may be able to bear with it. But despite multiple reminders, I still don’t get the promise, which doesn’t do me any good but only for the person. My patience is being tested.

Yes she stayed up for another 1 or 2 hours after another late night so she could give me a morning call. That’s very sweet. But still, I feel like my words don’t mean anything at all and are of absolutely no importance.

“Dunno, maybe later I going XXX with them later. See how.”

Such is the sms I receive again. How am I to feel? Useless? Of no importance?

Guess tomorrow will be a day no different from the others. Where I’ll be awake going about doing my stuff while she sleeps the day away. Every moment of the day, wanting to contact her but afraid to disrupt her from her sleep…

I’m getting tired…



**My weekends from now, will only be occupied with school projects and assignments till the end of the term. Nothing else.**